January 18, 2012
Is it in Me?
I’ve never been known as the crafty, creative type. In my first career, I was an office clerk, bookkeeper, accountant …loved it – was very good at it, too. Then, 25 years into my career, everything changed. first my Mom died suddenly, followed by upheaval and change in my workplace. I decided to leave. Though, I didn’t know or suspect it at the time, it was the beginning of the end of my ordinary, well-ordered life. Over the next few years, that decision to leave my job, took me to a new city to live and work, and then back “home” again, to unemployment, to college and university, to entrepreneurship, to China, to teaching, to China, to surgery, to China, to finding faith, and to discovering a love of “creating”. These twist and turns ultimately brought me to this place… here – with all of you – creative and talented artists.
So, fast forwarding, here I am today, a SAHA (stay-at-home-Auntie) to 3 beautiful girls. I have the privilege to help home-school them. We get to do all manner of fun and creative things—and I am still not at all crafty, can’t draw or sew, but we manage to make some interesting things. And we love to take pictures. Along the way, I discovered that I had a knack for creating good advertising posters and flyers when I was learning to use Word and Publisher, learned to code and to design Web-sites, and for fun, create an annual family calendar. As luck would have it, I saw a reference to “RedBubble” when I was looking for a new print-on-demand source to print the calendar 3 years ago. I was wowed by the art and photos I saw on RedBubble, and secretly wondered if any of my shots might be good enough to post. One evening I decided to upload one, and got feedback almost immediately…positive feedback – good feedback—and, well ever since then I’ve been trying and learning. I often wonder what would have happened if there hadn’t been any response – I likely wouldn’t have continued.
I love Photoshop, started with v6, but I really started to use it with V7. Last year I managed to afford CS4. I’m mostly self-taught but have taken a bunch of on-line courses that really helped. It’s opened up a whole new world for me. What I can’t even imagine creating with real brushes, pencils, papers, I can see and do with my virtual tools- does that make any sense? Textures, wow- so awesome, blending and layers, adjustments, vectors, they’re all so powerful!
I think what I want to know, to learn from this year, is whether I can move beyond my technical skills, and really get to the next level and create ART. Is it in me? Am I an accidental Artist?
Thanks for reading. I have really enjoyed reading and sharing all your “creation” stories thus far.
Linda